It’s been almost a year since my last blog entry. My last post was just prior to a conference I attended, which was entertaining in its own right (combine me, lots of free red wine and angry academic who takes offence to swearing). And here, bored on a Friday afternoon waiting for beer-o'clock I wonder why that's the case.
The lack of blog entries could be put down to a couple of reasons. Partly, I’ve tried to convince myself that I’ve been busy this year, and that I do need to finish my PhD sometime 2009 – I’m now applying for an extension. I’ve also gained some doubt in my own entries and the purpose for them. Is writing a blog immature, arrogant and self-indulgent? Probably. But such reasons haven’t stopped me in the past.
A couple of weeks ago I looked back at some of my previous posts, and wondered if I still believed in what I had written. Mostly, yes, but some I disagreed with, at least in the method of argument, and sometimes at the principle altogether – I even deleted a couple. I wonder if I've changed, for good or for bad, as a person.
I started writing this blog back in 2005 for two main purposes: a) to improve my own writing style – something which I didn’t focus on during my school days; and b) to output all the information I gather from being a compulsive reader of non-fiction. My writing is far from perfect, but I think it’s good enough for my own personal endeavours. More importantly, I’ve found myself musing about various ideas, our changing society, politics, economics, and questioning the rationalization of our actions as individuals and as a society. I also find myself being more jaded, and wonder if that’s a bad thing? There’s a thin line between realism and pessimism it would appear.
Regardless, I’ll, for an indefinite period, post entries once again. I had considered starting a completely new blog with no connections to my old one. But I eventually decided against that, though I do wish I could delete some of the comments I made on other blogs. I’ll suck it up. Let the new posts begin.
No guarantees to reliability, consistency and quality of my work as my PhD
will be finished within the year one way or another. Then again, I never offered any guarantees in the past. And do people want to hear my opinions? Well, I did have readers in the past so the answer must be something resembling a “yes”. What’s the worst that could happen?
P.S. I need to master this Oxford/Harvard
comma business.